Monday, June 6, 2011
June 6 D-Day!
Today is D day and hell breaks lose all over. I am just pointing out the correlation between people stressing out more on this day compared to any other day. However in my household its D Day every day of the week.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Segregation and Obligation
I was thinking about something today. Do each one of have some form of obligation to dispose of segregation in our lives. Segregation is defined as "Racial segregation is the separation of humans into racial groups in daily life" By wiki...I for one struggle with this. I have many friends who are of different backgrounds. Do I take part in the every day world of segregation on what I do in my life.
I thought about this in church today. I went to Sunday school with out a single thought about how I play into the views I have of people. During class I a thought came to me that I may be further away from unconditional love then I wanted to be. I do honestly love all races of life but not certain people. Does this mean I am segregating certain people. I have decided that I am not but I have a different way of dealing with certain people.
The obligation for all of us to give people a chance in this world is dependent on the way we are treated by others. God doesn't want us to hate or hurt others because of where they came from. However, its up to each of us to break away from the very steps that lead us down the roads where we are not successful and live off others and take advantage of people and government. This leads to the anger that I have for certain people. Below are things that I can not stand to look at or be a part of and this makes me feel certain ways about people. Although it may seem as I am talking about a certain race here, many races fit these guidelines.
*People who use others but never want to gain success from their knowledge
*People who use drugs in a reckless manor and complain their life sucks
*People who make excuses for their excuses and knowingly do it because their to lazy to change
*People who wear their pants down to the but cheeks and things its in style
*People who make a lot of money and steal things (regardless of the items)
*People who judge others then turn around and are the same as those they judged
*People who think GHETTO should be the new American Language
*People who are in America and steal our identity's and get jobs and medical insurance
*People who are not accountable for their own actions and blame others for everything
*People who are not considerate of others
*People who park their cars in their front lawns when the laws state they cant do it
*People who try and bring you down because they are not educated to make their lives better
*People who knowingly cheat others and think they are owed the world.
Where I work, its stressful. People cant even say the word ASK..It comes out "AKSD".. last time I checked it was "ASKED". When I asked how long and you say its been a minute..I will look at my watch and see how long a minute was. If your saying a minute means a few days, weeks, or months ago, your an idiot... Last time I checked it was illegal to be in America with out proper identification, and if you were caught you were sent home. Why should you have the right to stay here and take my medical insurance and my friends jobless benefits under someones social that they stole. Last time I checked I should be able to say the word "NO" with out someone saying its being a racial thing. Now there are times it is, but it doesn't mean that I don't like African Americans, Mexicans, or Asians. I am a very technical, analytical, and blunt individual. I am told that I need to watch what I say and how I say it..
What needs to happen is that people need to take responsibility for themselves and how they put their selves in society and draw attention to them selves. So when I correct you for saying ASKD when its ASKED or when I ask you to pull up your pants it doesn't mean I am being rude. It just means that I am American and I am following the footsteps of my forefathers. I am not obligated to be nice to everyone, I am polite about it, respect me as well. If you get rude to me, believe me. I will be the hell you didn't think you would see until you died.
God Speed
I thought about this in church today. I went to Sunday school with out a single thought about how I play into the views I have of people. During class I a thought came to me that I may be further away from unconditional love then I wanted to be. I do honestly love all races of life but not certain people. Does this mean I am segregating certain people. I have decided that I am not but I have a different way of dealing with certain people.
The obligation for all of us to give people a chance in this world is dependent on the way we are treated by others. God doesn't want us to hate or hurt others because of where they came from. However, its up to each of us to break away from the very steps that lead us down the roads where we are not successful and live off others and take advantage of people and government. This leads to the anger that I have for certain people. Below are things that I can not stand to look at or be a part of and this makes me feel certain ways about people. Although it may seem as I am talking about a certain race here, many races fit these guidelines.
*People who use others but never want to gain success from their knowledge
*People who use drugs in a reckless manor and complain their life sucks
*People who make excuses for their excuses and knowingly do it because their to lazy to change
*People who wear their pants down to the but cheeks and things its in style
*People who make a lot of money and steal things (regardless of the items)
*People who judge others then turn around and are the same as those they judged
*People who think GHETTO should be the new American Language
*People who are in America and steal our identity's and get jobs and medical insurance
*People who are not accountable for their own actions and blame others for everything
*People who are not considerate of others
*People who park their cars in their front lawns when the laws state they cant do it
*People who try and bring you down because they are not educated to make their lives better
*People who knowingly cheat others and think they are owed the world.
Where I work, its stressful. People cant even say the word ASK..It comes out "AKSD".. last time I checked it was "ASKED". When I asked how long and you say its been a minute..I will look at my watch and see how long a minute was. If your saying a minute means a few days, weeks, or months ago, your an idiot... Last time I checked it was illegal to be in America with out proper identification, and if you were caught you were sent home. Why should you have the right to stay here and take my medical insurance and my friends jobless benefits under someones social that they stole. Last time I checked I should be able to say the word "NO" with out someone saying its being a racial thing. Now there are times it is, but it doesn't mean that I don't like African Americans, Mexicans, or Asians. I am a very technical, analytical, and blunt individual. I am told that I need to watch what I say and how I say it..
What needs to happen is that people need to take responsibility for themselves and how they put their selves in society and draw attention to them selves. So when I correct you for saying ASKD when its ASKED or when I ask you to pull up your pants it doesn't mean I am being rude. It just means that I am American and I am following the footsteps of my forefathers. I am not obligated to be nice to everyone, I am polite about it, respect me as well. If you get rude to me, believe me. I will be the hell you didn't think you would see until you died.
God Speed
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Why are we so quick to be reckless
I know that I have disowned my readers for a long time now. I broke a promise that I would write more often, only to write even less then I did before. I must say being reckless is no way to live our lives. I for one should know as I have gone about my life just blowing past people, and not giving a damn about what people think about me or say about me. I am. and will always be the same person I am inside, just my outside has become a waste. I am reckless with my looks. I am going to get back to being the stud that I was when I met Tracy. I was pretty damn good looking. I was about 75 lbs less then I am now. Tracy prefers me to weigh more, I think its because it makes her feel better as well. I must say that not only am I reckless about my weight, I am also reckless about thoughts. Why should I give a damn though. People are always wanting others to be so nice, and caring, and selfless, but then they themselves are real jerks. I continue to watch people be fake, and then turn around and show their real sides when they don't realize others are watching.
I am at a point in my life, where I am to old for childish games and behaviors from adults. We all want the best in our lives, the greatest of friends, and to meet every goal we make. Then there are those who try and get in the way of our dreams and want to continue to make us feel that we are not worthy of the prize in the end. To them I flick my thumbnail off my buck teeth with conviction. (I was taught it means something very very bad) and I am a firm believer in sharing my opinion when it really matters. I had a birthday over a month ago. I turned 36. I had certain people in my life for it and that's all that really matters to me. We have great friends who would do anything for our family and same for them. What more is there to ask for. I'm sure there is "A LOT" more but to be honest good friends are something that make people feel content in their lives and not feel like we are missing out.
I applied to Grad school and I applied to 3 schools. Why only 3, its because all the others I wanted to apply to, I was missing a year of Biology classes. I am taking Biology 1 now and will be taking Micro or Biology 2 in the fall. Unless UNT calls me and wants me to be in their program, and at this point its not looking to good. I have not gotten my reject in the mail yet, but I know its coming. Hell, they are not even accredited yet so why should it matter to me if I get in there or not. Oh yeah.. that's right.. its because it is a grad school. As I sit here and shake my head with disbelief that I have not been offered one single interview yet with the education credentials I have amazes me.
Knowing where we will be at in the next 5 months is not something I can tell as of yet. However in the next 30 days or so, I will surely find out. I am guessing it will be right were we are now. Although I am content with where we live, I am "NOT" content with my job. IT SUCKS... I will get into that more later. It will give me more to rant about. Until then, just know that I love you all, "even those who I have to scratch my arm for and not all of you are bad people. Just most.."!!!!
Peace, Love, and Gods will to all of you...
Me...
I am at a point in my life, where I am to old for childish games and behaviors from adults. We all want the best in our lives, the greatest of friends, and to meet every goal we make. Then there are those who try and get in the way of our dreams and want to continue to make us feel that we are not worthy of the prize in the end. To them I flick my thumbnail off my buck teeth with conviction. (I was taught it means something very very bad) and I am a firm believer in sharing my opinion when it really matters. I had a birthday over a month ago. I turned 36. I had certain people in my life for it and that's all that really matters to me. We have great friends who would do anything for our family and same for them. What more is there to ask for. I'm sure there is "A LOT" more but to be honest good friends are something that make people feel content in their lives and not feel like we are missing out.
I applied to Grad school and I applied to 3 schools. Why only 3, its because all the others I wanted to apply to, I was missing a year of Biology classes. I am taking Biology 1 now and will be taking Micro or Biology 2 in the fall. Unless UNT calls me and wants me to be in their program, and at this point its not looking to good. I have not gotten my reject in the mail yet, but I know its coming. Hell, they are not even accredited yet so why should it matter to me if I get in there or not. Oh yeah.. that's right.. its because it is a grad school. As I sit here and shake my head with disbelief that I have not been offered one single interview yet with the education credentials I have amazes me.
Knowing where we will be at in the next 5 months is not something I can tell as of yet. However in the next 30 days or so, I will surely find out. I am guessing it will be right were we are now. Although I am content with where we live, I am "NOT" content with my job. IT SUCKS... I will get into that more later. It will give me more to rant about. Until then, just know that I love you all, "even those who I have to scratch my arm for and not all of you are bad people. Just most.."!!!!
Peace, Love, and Gods will to all of you...
Me...
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