Two people I love to hate!

These two people I love to hate are #1) My Brother David. He became a Transvestite and lived as a Transvestite until he sued a medical company for money because he was fired because he lied to them that he was really a man although he was living as woman per law had to live like a woman for 2 years before he could have his sex change. This person, who I hate to call my brother because he disgraced my lineage by chopping off his Penis and becoming a woman goes by Ashley Matthew. Let alone he owes my father money for his hotel bills because after the surgery he had no place to stay for recovery so my father came to his aid. Then he dissed my father who did nothing but help him, he is not paying my father back. So this one of many instances has betrayed our family. His legal name up to 3 years ago was David Matthew Wineberg. He is such the hypocrite. He loves to make people believe that he is something that he is not. Growing up he wanted to be this pastor kid who always preached god and how we need to find god etc etc etc. Well Ya know.. He tried to commit suicide, He wrecks other peoples vehicles, he is the first to put you down as a person but claim he is Godly in all manner. Well hell, he had a sex change. Doesn't God preach against it.

The bible says, "He whose testicles are crushed or whose male members is cut off shall not enter the assembly of the LORD. -- Deuteronomy 23:1"

So my GODLY brother who seems to throw it in my face that he is so much better then me, has purchased his ticket for "HELL"

Now for my mother, the insane lunatic, only did one thing right for me. Bring me into this world. I have given her chances over and over and yet she still thinks that everyone in this world owes her something. I think that she will never truely understand that faith with out works is dead.

She should read this>>> http://www.newadvent.org/bible/jam002.htm

Copy and paste it into the internet. This is how you found those guys to have an affair on my father. I don't care if it was a two way street. You were just as much at fault with your marriage breaking up as he was. You also killed my nephew. You spent a few years in prison because you were not watching him. You were to busy on the internet to know he was climbing up the wall of the pool where he later died under your care. Oh wait, so did another child too. How sad is that. Want to bring up old crap.. Well lets just do that. You need to stop believing that the world owes you something and do something to change your life. Your attitude sucks, Your excuses suck, Your life sucks, I am glad I am not you.

I hope you really enjoy reading this. Its all true. If it makes you cry, well hell atleast its the truth. I dont care if you threaten me anymore. I can give a rats @ss about it. I honestly feel that you are nothing more to me then a ugly past that wont go away.

The bishop was on point when he said "Why should he help you. You don't help your self. You have done this all your life. WANT WANT WANT but don't give give give. Such a sad life that must be. The people you call family, hell you can have them. They were never related to me anyway. They were by marriage but since Grandma's husband died that all went away. And at that, they were never family. They were just nothing but problems all my life. You have done nothing but complain about how much you hate that part of the family, but when go back and live by them, you turn face and act like your perfect. If jeanette and all them knew how much you told LJ, and I that you hated all of them and wished they all fell off the face of the earth, im sure they wouldn't trust you anymore.

I hope you enjoyed this reading. You keep living the way you are, you will be joining David in "HELL" He stamped his ticket when he got his nuts chopped off.

Smooch!!!!!!!!

Cant Please Everyone!

Tracy and I set a date that we are to be sealed on October 25 of this year. We cant please everyone. It would seem that if someone in our family had a special event we would do everything we possibly could to make it. Heck for instance, we tried to make it to my brother in laws wedding one year and we had a rear end collision that stopped that trip when we were half way there. We had just enough money to make the trip everything else was put aside. I guess thats just the way Tracy and I are. When someone has a child and that child has a blessing, or a baptism, or a birthday party, Tracy and I put aside our personal lives and attended. Not worried about Gas, not worried about teaching primary, not worried about anything. We knew that if it was a family event we needed to be there to enjoy the family event and we received blessings by doing it. I guess I grew up different then some. We alway gave and gave and gave, and others would do the same. We had no problem helping family out with financial issues, we had no issue with watching each others kids, we had no issue having cookouts and get togethers because we were one family and thats all that we had was each other. I guess this is the new generation where people do not think that way anymore. If I lived around my family I know that we would be welcome and they would be there for us. Heck my brother wants us to come and live with him for a few months to get on our feet and move to Denver. Now thats what family is for, its helping you make life changing events and supporting you through all your successes and helping you when you need it. Its not about making excuses and allowing things that are not more important then family get in the way. Its all about what your willing to do for your loved ones, not what your loved ones are willing to do for you!

I am grateful for my family, I am grateful for others as well. I am sorry that we can not please everyone and move our life changing events around. If you can make it, WE welcome you, if not, its ok, we have plenty of other friends that can make it. God speed us all for trying so hard in this dispensation of time to be loving to others and be there for one another.

Peace Out!

Going To The Temple And We Gonna Get Sealed

Ok, so as most of you know, Tracy and I have not been sealed in the Temple however we were married 9years ago in Las Vegas Nevada. I am excited to announce that October 25th 2008 we are set to be sealed in the Dallas Temple. We are excited and are looking forward to this joyous event. We have so many family and friends that will attend this I only ask that you call us if you are going to be there. We need to make sure we have a room big enough for all of us. I did reserve a room for about 40 but this may not be enough.

Thank you for supporting my family and sharing your love and your testimony's with us. Its been such a great year. Jeffrey Jr was baptized, Ashlyn was born and blessed and now we are going to be sealed.

I have a great love for many and I pray for those that are in need of blessings.