Some Dreams and Goals are never meant to happen

I have so many issues going on in my life right now. Today has been a day from hell and I just can not wait for it to end. Sometimes we will never accomplish the goals and dreams we set to achieve. I have been told recently that I waited to long in my life to get what I want. Because I am married and have children, Its not logical or achievable. Some people look at things differently then others and were raised to believe that they can have what they want if they just don't give up. I am told we need to give up and just accept what life hands to us. I am 34yrs old and have 2 kids. I am not set in my career as to what I want to do, and once I have found something that I really want, life gets thrown into my face.

I always thought that family meant that we would help each other out, regardless of what needs to take place, to get a head in life. When two people do not agree, feelings get hurt, and the heart saddens. This then leaves us in a state where we feel lonely and unsupported by those around us. I can definitely say that I am sad because I do not have what I want. I want a happy family, A good job/career, beautiful place to live, so I guess the saying is true.. "Some Dreams and Goals are never meant to happen".

Forget me not

Forget me not blogger says, to much going on in my life these days. With family issues, and work not so great, the world is getting worse with so much hate. Friends, are like the weather, they come and go, its to damn hot here in Texas, I hope this year it will snow. 105 degree weather and humidity I hate, I just got my tickets to the Utah Game and I cant wait. Just a month ago and 10years prior, I married my wife when we ran off to Las Vegas, so many ups and downs I wouldn't give it up for anything. A new little girl has come into our family, now 15 months old, she had me wrapped around her finger I am told. She is so precious to me and keeps me going each day, I would be lost with out my family in every way. My brother just got his own place with his girlfriend too, we don't need any boo's time two. It may seem like this is supposed to all rhyme, but I don't care how it all comes out, its been a long time. I am just so thankful for this last few months, I am excited to see what in the future comes.

School has been going well, been getting good grades, On the down hill stretch and I am excited in every way. Tracy said that we can move back to UTAH when I am done, Started packing my bags because that day will soon come. I miss the atmosphere, the mountains too, how you get all four seasons, and plenty to do, I think we would be most happy living our lives up there too. Hiking, Biking, 4wheeling too, Sports a plenty and temples galore, Living In SLC I couldn't ask for anything more. So I am excited for what the future brings, I will keep up with blogging about all the important things.

God Speed Us All.